▲ @ 07 January, 2013

2am. I honestly cannot believe how useless I am. This incident alone tells me so much about myself. Weak, tears, broken. I didn't choose to be like this. Always wished I was strong enough. Like mentioned, "wished" and wishes don't come true. I have a stupid mindset that's completely like crap, and an entire self that doesn't resembles the usual me. I cry behind everyone, I hide my second face. Because I fear disappointment, a lot. I'm as such. Give your heart a break on reply rn on my playlist. I......am just sorry. To whoever that i let down. I did my best. And i know im not good at this. I used to be. Those were flings. But this was so genuine. Like it existed in the future already. So real. Beginning to hate myself cuz of this. Ugh. Save me, someone.