▲ @ 16 September, 2011

Every rose has its thorns. And it applies to us human beings as well.

You chose badminton over me. Have you any idea how badly i really wanted to talk to you? Its been so long since i last spoke to you at 8pm because your parents were always at home. This makes me wonder, while i was excitedly looking forward to spending my evening talking to you over the phone, what was in your mind? Playing badminton?

I told myself, its okay. It's just for awhile. But it was totally oblivious to you. For once, i succeeded in controlling my tears. Once, and that's good enough. And it was difficult, and a horrible experience. I wonder if you'll ever know how i'll feel. Sigh.