I'm not going to care anymore. This is way too painful for me to handle, I don't even think I can do it. Ah whatever man, I went to sleep, hoping everything would be okay upon my awake, but no, it wasn't. I still felt the same as this afternoon, and the pain never fades even by a little. Thank you ______ for spamming me phone calls and messages, you're a great brother alright. Now, I just want to get a break away, and sit down and rest, I feel super down and out. Sigh.