▲ This is for you luv. @ 07 June, 2009

Ok so this is for the person that I loved so much in the past, but not anymore now.
Just wanted to say this to him somehow. Maybe he'll read it, maybe not. I don't know.

This is for the greatest person that I have ever known.
Being away from you for so long,
I am feeling so alone.
With you I am so happy.
you keep my heart content.
But that is where I found my heart and how I feel for you.
I try so hard to deny this feeling and I don't know what to do.
I said that I would never again let someone take my heart.
And here I'm sitting wanting you and hate that we're apart.
Everyday you are in my thoughts,
every single night you're in my dreams.
I can't believe what's happening,
is this really what it seems to be ?
I know you're only wanting to be the best of friends,
I am asking you sincerely if it's your rule you'll bend.
To take a chance to know me to let me share it all.
And maybe one day very soon for me one day you'll fall.
Our friendship we now have is something that I'd miss,
but maybe once we let go we will find eternal bliss.
Look at you, still inside my mind. Our memories, shall interwined.
Well, you broke through me and finally found your way out, and so did I.
In the same old picture, it features both me and you together.

So maybe after all, life is just a coincidence to many people.
Of all the ups and downs, we used our brains to think why this why that why everything.
It's not about who we want or what we want, it's what we really are.
No, not emoing or whatesoever, just a random post. :)