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crazy. @ 11 January, 2009


Slept at 3.30 this morning, was on the phone from 11 till 3 with Ah Gay.
Talked non-stop last night, i got emotional, then he called and ask questions. -.-
and yay, i know his secret, but boo, he knows mine, sigh.
And something unusual happened last night between ahem* and ahem*, i was there listening only, cos my voice was already becoming very soft. :(
Ah Gay is stupid, on some song, make me cry for nothing when i wasn't suppose to but i did.

Thanks to SOME PEOPLE lah!
Keep on playing non-stop.

and then we talked and talked and talked about a million and one things. :)
then finally, i hung up, and i texted Ah Gay back for awhile, and i dozed off straight after that.
I dropped my Brother's phone too.

Got woken up by Mum at 11 this morning, and she said Dad's bringing the family out for Lunch.
So i kept thinking, why is today so special?

........
think and think and still thinking ....


And then i realise that it's Dad and Mum's 14th Anniversary today! :)
Haha, 11.01.1994, Tuesday, :)

After Lunch, Dad sent us home, he and mum heads off to somewhere where me and you don't know for their time alone.
Haha, and they said they won't be back for dinner, which means i can do something that i've always wanted to do, yay. :)

And i sat down on my room sofa, looked out of the window and stared into the sky, with the scorching sun shining onto me, i think of what i said to Ah Gay last night.
I mean like, 8 hours of ahem* and i don't even know why until now?
Like Ah Gay said, mixed feelings, which i totally agree with what he said.
Well, only he knows what i know. :)

and AH GAY, go for it lah, i'll be behind you ok! :)
Go go go!

Finished up Geography and Mathematics tuition homework.
Read Twilight, finished 3 chapters today, which means i'm at Chapter 5 now.
I was on YouTube last night, watching The Little Nyonya, cos i missed out on quite a few episodes. :(
I remember, Mama was telling me 2 nights ago that the ending was terrible, she didn't like it.
She was screaming away to me saying, the show ending not nice lah Jojo!
Believe me, i haven't even watched the ending, and she's already telling me that the last episode she rates it zero, well, will catch it on YouTube after this post then.

Tomorrow's going to be a long long day for me.
School ends at 2:05pm, and Lunch @ Crystal Jade with teachers and those in charge of sec 1 classes, then have to meet someone else@ the hub for something.
I'm going to be so tired, especially when there's Physical Education tomorrow, and 2 periods of both Mother Tongue and Science, whereby i think i'll prolly fall asleep in the Mother Tongue class.

And so yeah, i'm tired.
Lunch @ Crystal Jade tomorrow, Mr Raj/Mr Chong pay, cos we didn't have dinner on Friday night since the parents and teachers and students ate them up.
I remember what i saw that night at the 3rd level, i'll never forget.
Sigh.

I'm logging off soon.
Ah Gay, this is the LONG post you want, long enough ok. It's your turn to blog! :)
I wanna read read read ok!
And you this gay, I'VE GOT MY OWN REASONS OK is what i said in my personal message.
Everytime stealing what i said. -.-


bye.

it's been the longest goodbye since that day.
i don't know what to say.
sorry.