i'm just as amazed as how you are , seriously .
i'll remember my lovely, beautiful & memorable 898 days that i spent with you.
i won't forget them , because every day, hour, minute, second counts.
God has been great , by letting me know you , and being together with you.
i thank Him for everything that he does for me.
i cried for you when i knew you were sad and when i missed you ;
i smiled for you when you won basketball matches and i know you did great in your academics results ;
i yearned for you when i missed you so badly and when we broke up ;
i screamed for you when you were having basketball matches.
i'd remember all those that i've done just for you.
i don't care if you remember all these or not , or whether you think if all these are craps in this post , so long as i know , i've let you go , i'm happy enough already.
there's nothing more that i can ask for anymore now.
all i can ever ask is , do cherish the girl that you're going to be with next .
treat her well , not all girls are like me alright . and i believe you will.
not forgetting the cold wars we had , there were many conflicts between us.
i know, it's all too late , don't worry , i'm not regretting anything at all.
but somehow , your laughters , jokes , smiles are all etched inside me.
i can't seem to get them out , or rather erase them off.
i felt like , a million knives cutting through my heart when you said that we're going our separate ways.
well , i guess you've not much idea how deeply you've hurt me.
i do know that i hurt you time and time over again . sorry
i never meant anything at all back then. maybe you think i did, but i seriously didn't.
i don't know if you'll ever chance upon this post , you do know my blog URL , i know you do.
and there was once, that i went up to you, my eyes filled with tears.
i thought you wouldn't bother cos we broke up already.
but instead, you held my hands, you hugged me, and told, everything's going to be alright.
i believed you, but no, things got for the worse.
but i cherished that very moment that i had with you alone.
whatever it is , i've said enough.
goodbye.