▲ i don't know lah! @ 03 November, 2008

i don't know how on the world am i suppose to strike up a conversation with you.
i don't how to make you happy anymore.
i don't how to tell you i'm terribly sorry.
i don't know how to explain to you why i told you that.
i only wish that you get better by the days without me.
i pray hard for you that you get over me soon.
i really hope so that you do.
please , tell me you're okay.
you come online , saying that you're checking mails , and you go offline in less than 5 minutes.
Oh boy. tell me why , i hate to see you like this.
tell me you're fine , come on.
my heart breaks to see you like this , seriously.
but we've gotta go our own ways sooner later.
my sufferings had to be put to an end , and so does yours.
but now , i realise , you don't like her .
maybe, it was a lie from the start ?
maybe i was blind and didn't see properly?
i really don't know.
i want to tell you , how sorry i really am now, seriously.
i thought you wouldn't have problems after we've separated.
but little did i expect. you actually did.
:'(
as tears come down , i realise , i shouldn't have told you that sentence alone.
and , i'm having difficulties going to bed at night without your sms-es.
i really am.
please . be alright , be okay .
i'm still here , we're still friends / textmates.
:(