▲ @ 15 November, 2008

as the bus truck down, leaving JBAC , i saw the path that we ran for the endurance run. ( 8 km )
i cried.
i was thinking , how far we've actually run . and how i've actually made it back.
seriously, was tiring. but very worth it.
i remembered Jenina dragging me all the way to the front . :]
i ran and ran and ran and ran , and was thinking when can we reach the campsite.
soon , i ran and ran and ran and ran . i reached back JBAC .
i cried when i finished , cos God saw me through it all.
i saw Self-discipline trying to squeeze onto half a newspaper with all their might.
i saw me & hairi disturbing people and doing rubbish stuffs at the hall in JBAC.
i saw danfeng masking tape saying ," I am so smart."
i saw See Sia getting pissed because we didn't answer her questions during de-brief.
the expedition which was tiring ._.
Tina's masking tape saying I ♥ batman.
People complaining saying they've got termite bites when i don't.
i remember i went around doing Centry with Sikai and seeing Azreen & Hairi failing to scare us no matter how hard they tried cos Mr Ong and Ms Hoh eyes were great.
i remember i couldn't get to sleep because Sikai kept calling my name from below my bunk.
i was super tired until i almost couldn't get up.
everything ended great over there.

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same goes for LAC.
this time around , i cried even more and worse.
because our level camp was held there too this year.
i suddenly remembered me , seeing a frog when i stepped out of the toilet , and i thought it was some cat poo or something. i got a shock when the frog jumped though.
i pictured everyone.
doing pumpings because there were maggie mee strands inside the drain.
Yifu scolding us repeatedly , time and time again , non-stopping.
we couldn't get to sleep at nights.
the last night where the colgates and drawings all come onto us by the councillors and i found hairi's name on my leg.
where our slippers were lost and don't know where they've gone to but was found in the end.
we had to rush here and there , sense of urgency.
i remember over at LAC , my menses cramp like no one's business.
Irfan together with Ennis on LTC night as emcees.
me and zoe went around the boys dorm disturbing them and pillow-fighting.
they teased me and Aizat just because i slept on his bed when he went to the canteen with the rest.
talking to some councillors rubbish and craps.
bonding with the rest who came and visited me when i was sick and stuck inside the dorm for like , very long.
Nicola keeping me company cos i was sick . and we were being siaosiao.