▲ @ 20 October, 2008

no amount of words can describe how much i effing want you to be happy.
hate to see you sad you know or not.
i'm beginning to like you & love you more as the days goes by.
but i don't want you to know it yet.
i don't even know whether you'll read this or not.
tearful eyes are what i can see now.
swollen eyes will be what i see tomorrow morning when i get out of bed to the toilet mirror.
i love you no matter what.