▲ @ 20 May, 2008

Why do i always miss you ?
Why can't i just fcking let go of you and be finished with it ?
WHY , WHY , WHY & WHY ?!
Every night , i tell myself , i no longer like / love you anymore , and i'm supposed to let you go .
But for now , i don't see why i can't . and i'm vexed .
i seriously hate those times when i have vexed and mixed feelings , neither do i like those times when i'm alone , missing you for 123456789 million years .
Maybe , or perhaps one day , if i'd let you go , i'll feel much better than before and now .
No doubt i'm so far away and drifting from you , but i still think of you , miss you , thank you :DDDD
If i die , let me be , cos i die , is just for you .
and if i leave you , it dosen't mean that i don't love you anymore .
but yet it means , i love you even more than how much i did before .
Understand ? You've never change over the years , it's me that's changing .
And i admit , i'm in the wrong at times , but don't you think you're wrong at times too ? you can't always blame it on me right ?
Well , it's up to you to choose . i have no say anymore .
you take care yourself (:
BYE :D