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@ 03 September, 2007

my boy (:

these few days..i've thought over it.
this war just can't go on forever in both our life alright.
ii wanted to call you but you didn't answer.
))):
don't be so cold towards me alright.
ok fine.
at the most,the next time ii try to tell my stomach not to have a tummyache.
it was a tummy upset that day at Macdonalds.really,im not lying to you.
can we just get over it and get on,just like when we were before ?
ii really hope that all this will just fcking stop breaking us up..
ii really loved you.and you really loved me.
you know it yourself.and i know it myself (:
ii spent so much of my time with you during primary 5 and 6..
treasuring those moments,knowing that you'll always be by there with me,ii hanged on just for you.
tonight,it seems to pass really slow,just because ii think of you 1000 times than i used to before.
ii miss uue loads these few days .. ii want you badly now ):
ii realised that,without you,ii will be the old me )):
behaving in all sorts of funny damn manners..
iiloveyoujoel (:
ii don't wanna lose you to anybody alright..
cos uue know it,uue mean a lot in my heart and to me,you're always my number 1 boy (:
takecaiirs darling boy .. gonna miss uue loads tonight.
perhaps,ii won't sleep.all just because..iiloveyou and iimissyouloads ,boy (:
this post is typed out specially just for you.because ii really want you by me now.and ii wanna be by you now.
buhbyee (: