hiyexx....finallt i came to post liaoz.....i tell u hor...past 2 days avoiding joel sia...i dun feel like avoiding coz i feel bad bout it....but...my brain tells me to go away..my hearts tell me to go over and cheer him up....i dun dare sia...i scared....nt easy to go and talk to a boy on ur own..he lar....everyday go where see him he also keep on looking at me de....me also...i realli dun know why ish this so....suan le...let it be what it has to be....look den look lor...lyk den lyk lor..no BIG DEAL derx....anw...today hor..recess tt time rite..wei hao,kelvin liow and joel sit same table as us....den joel eat haf-way go the other table den hor..tt joyce larx..tell me move to her side there.... i see joel there i dun dare move liao...aiya...they all hor...keep on saying joel de name...make me laugh till craziie like dat....wei lun larx....in class keep on saying if i laugh i lyk joel....i laugh also gt rule wan...last time dun have de lorx....so frm now onwards..i MUZ CONTROL myself frm laughing liaoz....after skool...walk down tt time...joel again call joyce den joyce say,"u siao ar...call until so loud for wd..i nt deaf hor....."oops.. gtg le...buaix !!!!